Originally uploaded by ritambara
I still feel that yesterday only I was in college, than I just joined my company. Few days back only I got married but phew!!! When I come back into my senses I felt Oh god!!!! My daughter has turned one and I am no more a fresh college pass out. Been in my company for more than two years and happily married for two years.
Really years are just flying it just feel like I am still 21 but that’s not true I have moved on, my life has moved on. Everybody else has moved on.
Every one is going in different spheres of life. Some are working, some are studying, some are confused, few are getting married and few are enjoying courtship this can go on n on…
Well all are enjoying phases. Same is the case with me…. I am enjoying my daughter growing up I can see now what I always wanted now its my turn to give it to my baby…
Now I can see how I used to hurt my parents unknowingly. GOD!!! Its tough to cope up…. I feel so hurt u know….
She went for three days with my in laws and man I was going crazy that is what I was wondering how many parents coped up when I left home…Its really tough. Imagine she is only one and I feel like this what will happen when she will be seventeen and Ill be in my late thirties…. And than she goes out of home for studies leaving me alone at home. Imagine she will not come back after that as gradually she will be working some where after that or getting married…. Anything can happen. Now I understand its tough to send your kids away from you…
U know went she was away I was just thinking about her only and was imagining my future…I felt terrible may be I am feeling a little exaggerated but I think I am correct….
Sometimes the life runs to fast and suddenly it stops at a point where you don’t want it to stop. It just get paused there and no mater how much you try it doesn’t
Buzz from that place………but right now I am enjoying the feeling of mother hood. She is one of the best things that happened in my life of course the other is having Amit as my husband…. I just love him from the core of my heart…He is my heart and Ruju is my rest of body…. I just can imagine living without them…
God I hope everything turns out good…I just wish from God that keep her happy and let everybody to be happy around her.
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Hey…Ritam…you have written it so well that even I want to go through all this. Congratulations dear…ur flower is an year old. May God bless her a healthy , wealthy and a very successful life ahead.